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Electrified_Scyphozoa
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Name: Electrified_Scyphozoa
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime, Manga, Videogames, Sleeping, Relaxing, Drumming, Internet.
Expertise: Analyzing, Problem-Solving, Debating, Music, Foreign Language/Culture.
Occupation: High School Student.
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AIM:  Tachi008
MSN: drummeraddict@live.com
Member Since:
6/15/2009
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| Am I only the one who's noticed?
I can't be the only one's who learned.
The VMA's proved it.
I never liked Kanye West's music, and now, I am glad I never did. I want to sever his goddamn head off. Disrespectful, arrogant, asshole.
And I don't even like Taylor Swift. I've just always hated that douchebag Kanye. And his grammar fucking sucks. Apologetic blog my ass. TYPING IN ALL CAPS DOESN'T LOOK APOLOGETIC, KANYE.
I want to cut his fingers off too. And feed them to Chris Brown in a smoothie.
I send my apologies to Swift, for having to be up on the same stage with the CANCER of Music, and having to be unnecessarily shot down by someone who's music ISN'T THAT GREAT ANYWAY. If I could, I would sincerely kick his ass for Taylor. No one deserves that kind of treatment.
Kanye. You're a fucking tool. Enjoy the rest of your career with your shitty music.
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| God, leave me alone. Did I ask you to come talk to me? I didn't even glance at you.
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I hope so.
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| I had always believed it is plausible that god may or may not exist, however, I will never know for sure because I am only human. We are not meant to know everything about our world and I know that I will never know everything, nor do I know much right now.
A few days back, I went to a tutoring lesson that I DID NOT sign up for. My aunt decided since she was learning math, I could tag along and we could be study buddies. My tutor was a friend of her son's who had been living with them for a while. Sort of.
In any case, somehow during the lunch break we got into a discussion about god.
None of us were religious, and the topic of my religious mother came up. My aunt wasn't religious, Jessie (the tutor) wasn't religious. I wasn't religious.
Jessie said she can't imagine believing in something so far-fetched, yet she was raised catholic. However, she was a smart child growing up. Often asking questions that were forbidden from being asked. She questioned the bible, she questioned jesus, she questioned the existence of a god. No one answered her so she strayed away from religion I guess name it incompetent.
She told us she asked her boyfriend how he could believe in god. He replied with, 'how could you not?'
Jessie stated, 'No one has given me a logical reason too.' Or something along the lines of that, and proceeded with asking him the same question for his answer. Apparently, he said, "Well, what if I go up there and there isn't anything? I'd might as well hope for heaven."
"So, you're basically believing in god to save your own ass?"
"No! I didn't mean it that way!
"That's exactly what you just said."
I laughed. I realize there are some people out there like that. They only believe in god out of fear of not going to "heaven."
Is that a religious persons motivation? To believe in something that may not be there, for the sake of going somewhere that may not exist as well?
Another topic I had discussed a long time ago was: "What if you didn't believe in god and then once you died, god denied you of heaven's access because of that?"
I told them, I'd say "Fuck you. If you're really not allowing me access to this place solely because I did not believe in your existence, you're an egotistical prick and I want nothing to do with you."
In this matter, who is the bad guy? God, or me for cussing out god?
I really have no idea what to believe anymore. I used to be ALL for science, but even I would figure out that's flawed and therefore not exactly a source for everything.
Religion is too mythical, Science is too theoretical.
Is there no truth?
When will I know? Probably never.
Gah. Two more days until school.
This shit is going to suck.
fuckfuckfuck.
someone kill me now.
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| School hasn't even started yet, and I'm already filled with rage/despair.
Fuck the system of education. It throws away independent, aspiring minds of talented intellect, for those who grovel in submission of society's ideals.
Musicians, Dancers, Painters, Drawers, Photographers, Writers, Lyricists, Linguists.
You're not going anywhere until you pass your science class, or that one dreaded math class.
Why? Because you're not successful if you don't. You can develop your "hobby" later. What we're doing is something useful. We're teaching you the necessities to succeed. Artistry is not a considered profession.
Fuck you.
If you really were teaching something useful, you'd continue in the route of statistics and logic.
You'd continue with percentages, fractions, measurements, the metric system. You'd continue with chemicals,carpentry, architect, mechanics. You'd continue with music, literature, language, writing.
Classes are not mandatory. They are a choice.
Standardized Testing is not mandatory. It is a choice.
Good lord, when will I learn something useful AND interesting? Why can I not further my skills in something I KNOW I want to succeed in? WHY IS COLLEGE THE ONLY OPTION?
Why do you keep me back with everyone else, when all I want to do is move forward?
If I've been ready, since I was 15; Why do I have to wait until I am 18?
Why is this pace so slow, and why do I have continue taking classes that will be forgotten later?
Why must I take a class, that doesn't have anything to do with the skill I wish to improve in?
And If I don't take that class, or if I fail that class, I don't get further at all? What the hell.
System, will you continue to teach by the test, or will you soon teach to gain knowledge?
Heh. I doubt it. I've lost all faith in you, if I had any at all.
System. I will never submit to you. I don't care what society wants. I don't care what she needs.
I'm not here to please her. I won't please her. I don't care what she throws back at me.
I will prevail. So forget you. Just because I'm not part of your favored, "Mathematical, Sequencing, Conforming" group of people, doesn't mean I will not succeed.
Thank you, and good day. To both of you. You've proven me no worth.
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